The beginning of the ending.

This is the beginning of the end. This is the end of highschool, it's a tad bitter-sweet. The only thing i don't understand is what is to come of me after highschool. What am i gonna grow up and be. Will life as we know it will be worth while. Is highschool a phase, or is highschool much needed. I don't know what to think, of life. I don't know what to think of life. I don't know what to think of life. It all has to come to end. I can taste the nasty and sour taste of life. It's gonna punch me like a thug from the streets. Don't worry i got my ice.

But i try, the Real ME.

This is the real me. I am not a writer, but i try. I'm not the best. but i try. I like to be creative with my work, but i try. Is My writing speaks with heart and love, and but i try. My writing is ameatur i guess, i  guess i never got the real meaning of being that "tourist" to myself, i will be fine. I myself need to be the writer. The right writer. Im to into my own self to like my own writing.

What's the point.

Ever ask yourself why in the world your doing what your doing? Whats the point of this? How is this gonna help you? Life is a concept. A concept i have yet to understand. People have you do things in life to make you something, or someone. But why don't you see it when your doing? Many say that the things in the past, make them who they are now. I beleive in that. Everyone has a test when the come this planet, maybe i'm waiting for mine, or maybe that is my test, is to believe i don't have test.. Wait there has to be test. No there isn't a test. I'm still waiting. I'm ready to be what i'm not suppose to be. I'm ready to defy the odds. I'm ready to turn heads. Am I? Am I? Am I? Do i know what i want to be. Do i wait and wait and wait and wait.. Procastinate. I'm just gonna wait. For life to test me. At the end of the day, i'm gonna look back at the test, and flip it off.
And drive away in the sunset.

Ordinary World

This is Jack. Jack is married to Jill. This is ironic. Jack lives a simple and normal life. Jack lives in the a beautiful suburb in California. Jack works a job consisting of 60 hours a week. Jack is dead inside. He wakes up drinks his coffee, which is timed. Jacks hobbies including making tiny building models.His job as a accountant, ya well.. that's as fun as it gets. Jack is not married, or he is to his job. And his bizarre hobby. Jack one day on his way home, in his Prius was being followed by a car that he did not recognize. He slowly pulled into his 1 bedroom apartment. Swooooshhh. The car speeds off, Jack thinks nothing of it. Little did he know, it was God following him. Jack went to sleep the next morning. He opens his eyes, to wake up on top of a mountain. It's lush green of everywhere. Jack doesn't know how to handle all of this. From the sky, God comes in a Manly figure. Almost like Fabio. He picks Jack up, as he whistles a beautiful horse fly's in. Yes, Fly's in. His name is champers. God tells Jack to live life, and gave him a ultimatum of his life, he did not do what god directed him to do. Jack listened carefully life has never been the same for Jack. Never been the same.

I come, I Go

I come and go to school.
I come and go to school.
I come and go to school.
I don't learnn
I don't teach.
I socalize.
I come and go to school.
Why do i come to school.
I need to learn.
I need to be educated.
I need to be someone.
I come and go to school.

My Heart SAID

What did my Heart say?
What did my Heart Do?
What has been pumping in my heart?
I am sick of tired.
I am nervous
For the future.
Am i still gonna have this young heart.
Or will it go away next year.
Will this heart stay forever?
Maybe it's because i just get attached easily, or is it.
Is it because life as we know begins next year.
Why do i feel this why? Why do i hate the feeling of growing up? I was so exited for highschool, why not college? Am i going to lose all of my good friends? Is the xbox and squid eating roommate going to be my only friends next year. What about my family. They are gonna miss me, but little do they know all i want is out. Who knows whats to come of me?
My life starts in a couple of months.
What will my Heart say?
What would my Heart do?

What's the point?

Music these days has just F
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It's not the way it used to be. Rap and Hip hop is a whole complete different genre of music these days. Rap used to be a way of expressing your self through lyrical poetry, not there is not poetry what so ever. I guess this can be called venting, if you want. Music is not what it just used to be. I'm disgusted when i turn on the radio, and listen to all these crude lyrics constantly repeating itself over and over again.
What's
The
Point? 

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Judgment

Ali.

My Favorite movie would have to be Ali. It's the story of Muhammed Ali's boxing life. It is played then none other but Will Smith. It shows the courage and honor Muhammed had in this world. His Impact will never be forgotton.

Return of the Mack.

Sittin there your probably thinkin what in the wazzoo could Return of the Mack possible be.
son you just got your swagger back is what it means. Lets just say you hit the gym, lookin good got the pump in you. Go home and look at your self in the mirror for a couple of hours. YOU FEEL GOOD . Its when you feel that feeling of just spittin' mad game with the honeys. It's when you know your the mack.

Makes me Jealous.

"Every soul who comes to earth
with a leg or two at birth
must wrestle his opponents knowing it's not what is,
it's what can be that measures worth.
Make it hard, just make it possible
and through pain I'll not complain.
My spirit is unconquerable,
fearless I will face each foe, for I know I am capable.
I don't care what's probable,
through blood, sweat, and tears, I am unstoppable."
Anthony  Robles.

This poem Makes me Jealous.
I cannot tell you why it does.
Maybe it just makes me jealous because he was born with less than what i have, but has accomplished alot more than i have.

Magic Johnson.

For those who do not know the great NBA all-star, Magic Johnson. He was a great basketball player. He played the point guard position with a sort of "Magic" he had this ability to light up a crowd with his finesse on the court. Magic to this day is still a household name. Sadly to say he retired at a young age. To young. To naive. To disappointed. Sadly Magic was tested for HIV positive. He was forced to retire due to the fact the Disease couldn't make him perform the way he used to. It was heartbreaking to fans, families, and the rest of the United States. Magic had the choice to fall off the face of the earth or he could be the face of this upcoming disease and fight for awareness. Magic being the leader he was decided to fight for the awareness of practicing safe sex. It takes much courage to be the face of this disappointing disease. Magic's life just changed just like that. People couldn't just except him. Yet Magic knows that there are better days to come. He still fights this on going disease 20 years later.

I Cannot Sleep.

I cannot sleep due to the fact that everyone else is
 I cannot sleep knowing that children around the world sleep with hunger.
I cannot sleep due to the fact that people are dying.
I cannot sleep knowing what the future holds for me.
I cannot not sleep knowing one day my parents are leaving me.
I cannot sleep knowing there is a Heaven and Hell.
I cannot sleep knowing there there are people cannot walk.
I cannot sleep knowing that there are many problems in this world, which are Ignored.
I cannot sleep There is Hate.
I cannot sleep knowing Sports are idolized more Than Education.
I cannot Sleep knowing that there is Drugs.
I Cannot Sleep in a Imperfect world.
Why do i sleep in life, Do i sleep because i am tired? I sit here thinking to myself what is my impact in this world. How do i want to be remembered. People say dream to be the person you want to be.Why do i feel like i think thats takin away from me. Not from anyone, not anything. Its taken by me. Me, myself and I. Let me live Let me Sleep.

I set Fire to the Rain.

Many have heard of the famous singer, Adele. She is a great singer with a lot of pain in her voice. Anyone who hasn't listen to her needs to. Its like not discovering Fry Sauce. She recently put out a new song. Called Set Fire to the Rain. Wait. Is this possible that she  can really Set Fire to the Rain. Isn't Fire put out through Rain (water). I guess you can pretty much Sing about anything you want these days. Either way Adele is a Bad Motha F#$@a She balls hard when she sings. Her voice is unbelievable. It makes me want to to Roll into the Cradle position and Cry. Like i was never fed as a baby.. With a bloated stomach many Less fortunate Black kids have in Africa.

Courage Is Great.

Courage is only possessed by many.
Courage is what is found within us.
Courage comes when you least expect it.
Courage is the risk.
Courage comes natural so some.
Courage does not take a lifetime.
Courage is being a leader.
Courage is what is. Not What Not.
Courage is Blood.
Courage is Sweat.
Courage is Tears.
Courage is what you make it.
Courage is Believing.
Courage is fatigue.
Courage is work.

Life goes on.

It seems that when people die, people forget. Its sad yet egotistic. We as an society seem to care about the deaths of Celebrity's. More than a death of a Navy Seal who gave is life for his country. Why is that? Do we believe that there live's are ours. Its not right. Not right at all.

Life and Death

Life and Death. To words that can mean so much to many. Many people take life for granted. Life is truely beautiful. Death on the other hand isn't so much. Its what you make it. When you go out in life, How do you want to be remembered? I just wished people would open there eyes and see the beautiful world that we live in. We see colors made from heaven. We have the technology to do what we want when we want. We have food that tastes so  good. Yet people take it for granted. Live life like its your last not knowing if your gonna live for another one. When Death comes around don't fear it. Embrace it.

Mother I just Killed a Man.

Bohemian Rhapsody lyrics

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide,
No escape from reality
Open your eyes,
Look up to the skies and see,
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy,
Because I'm easy come, easy go,
Little high, little low,
Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to
me, to me

Mama,
I just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger
now he's dead
Mama... life had just begun,
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mamaaaaa oooh,
Didn't mean to make you cry,
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow,
Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all
the time
Goodbye, ev'rybody, I've got to go,
Got to leave you all behind and face the truth
Mamaaaaa oooh,
I don't want to die,
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

(Guitar solo)

I see a little silhouetto of a man,
Scaramouche! Scaramouche! will you do the
Fandango?!

Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very frightening
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/q/queen-lyrics/bohemian-rhapsody-lyrics.html]
me!
Galileo, Galileo
Galileo, Galileo
Galileo, Figaro - magnifico

I'm just a poor boy, nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family,
Spare him his life from this monstrosity!
Easy come, easy go, will you let me go
Bismilah! No, we will not let you go
(Let him go!) Bismilah! We will not let you go
(Let him go!) Bismilah! We will not let you go
(Let me go) Will not let you go
(Let me go)(Never) Never let you go
(Let me go) Never let you go (Let me go) Ah
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
Oh mama mia, mama mia, mama mia, let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me,
for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

So you think you can stop me and spit in my
eye?!?!
So you think you can love me and leave me to
die?!?!
Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby,
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta
here!

(Guitar solo)

Nothing really matters, Anyone can see,
Nothing really matters,
Nothing really matters to me...

Any way the wind blows...

Fear.

Dont Fear 

The Opportunity 

Work Ethic.

Work ethic. What is it? Is it that desire to be the best you possibly can. To push yourself when you have nothing left. Is it that feeling when you hold that trophy and realize it all came down to this. Is it when you touch that trophy it puts another desire in to you. To GET ANOTHER One. 
Is it that feeling when you know that when someone is sleeping your out working them. Is it? Work Ethic. To simple words that can define any type of man.

Greatness is a lot of small things done well, stacked on top of each other. School work. Yes ma'am, no ma'am. Pants pulled up over my waist. Small things that make greatness. So when someone finally sees you, they represent you as a King, because you walk as a King. And until you set your mindset to think like a King, then you stay where everybody else is at. And that's a place I didn't want to stay. I wanted to go way beyond that. And that's what I'm still chasing to this day. That's the only reason I was in the gym earlier this morning. That's the only reason I was - whatever it is; I don't know what it is today, but if I can change one life today, just by telling you to be different, do something different, and take God with you I don't know wherever you go, then do it! Then do it! And when you do it, let your name be worth more than your bank account. When you're finally ready to go home, make sure your footsteps are remembered. That's the only reason you guys respect me the way y'all respect me. That's it. Because I made up my mind to chase Him, and really nurture my craft. Really nurture my craft. I've never been the biggest, the fastest, the strongest or nothing. Nothing! All I had was work. All I ever had was my work ethic. -Ray Lewis

THINKIN ABOUT

I'm Thinkin about you like Women Think about Clothes.
From Pursues, Heels and Rows.
I'm Thinkin about you Like Champions Think about Rings.
Hard Work, Sweat, Dedication just for that Bling.
I'm Thinkin about you Like Young Minds think about Imagination.
Don't let them take away your creations.
I'm Thinkin of you like Sharks Think about There Next Meal.
Lift is never a Deal.
I'm thinking About you like A mother thinks about there Offspring.
 BOOM. Gone. Death
I'm Thinkin about you. Like life thinks about LIVING.

Stereotyping.

In this world of prosperity and love. The best of Humans and the worst. Its hard growing up being different from majority of the people you are surrounded by.  You are of a different culture a different world. When your people give you a bad name it hurts. That is not who you are. That is not your culture. That not is Humane. It's not right how FEW CAN GIVE SO MANY A WRONG NAME.

Love.

The assignment was to answer the question What is love? There is no simple answer to this simple question. Love is the desire for another or is it. People say once you fall in love. Things change. People say color changes. Food tastes Bland. Things that use to mean much to you didnt mean anything at all. Music was no where to be found. Love is such a powerful meaning in our lives. It affects so much of every day life it just isnt fair at all. It is one of the strongest characteristics that humans have. Things come and go in our lifes. But LOVE IS EVERLASTING. IT HAS THE POWER TO LIVE ON FOR GENERATIONS.

Intro

I am the Real Fresh Prince. It was never about Will the Thrill.
I am a good time.
I am worth wasting your time upon.
I am Quite the Prince.
I am all that and a Bag and Chips.
I am the music to your heart.
I am the  blogger you have been waiting for.
I am open minded.
I am diverse.
I am the color in no color.
I am the Peanut in Peanut Butter.
I am As Fresh as can be.
I am the Real Fresh-Prince.
I am the friend you can rely on.
I am the thankful for everyday.
I am thankful for my mother.
I am love.